Hi Everyone in Blog Land!
It's been a very long while and a rough period for my family and I. Devastation begin to hit our family extremely hard when I landed in the hospital last year in October and the events have not ceased. I am devastated, grieving and mourning. I have had some major losses and taking the time to recover. We lost our stepfather in October during my hospital stay, lost my daughter on January 19 who was only 31 years old and survived by her daughter, Ylicia who is 7 years old and on February 19, my grandfather passed away as well. I am utterly devastated!! I decided to peek in today to see who is still activate doing the time of our build. Sending cyber hugs to hold and please KEEP ME IN YOUR PRAYERS FOR PEACE, COMFORT as I try to do the last thing on earth I would ever have to imagine doing. I dreamt of giving birth to a child, but never burying her...
Nadase words cannot describe the pure shock when I read your blog. I am so very very sorry for your losses, no one should have to endure such pain and my thoughts and prays are with you everyday.
When death comes in waves around you, it can create a paralyzing fear and loss of hope. I pray that you won't lose hope and that you cling to the light left in your life. That you let that light that love hold you when you can't seem to hold on. Your path may not seem clear anymore so I pray for your strength and determination to carry you forward. And last but not least keep pouring your heart out and never bottle it up. Just like your Rome journey has inspired many this too will touch people in ways you can never imagine.
If you need an ear I am here. My first two children passed away three years apart. I know the depth your pain. I know how it feels when it seems like life won't wait or let up. And I know the pitfalls of rebuilding when everything has fallen apart. Bless You and Your family, Denise
Denise...wow...so you understand the pain of losing a child actually two. Would love to chat email me please at proctorhousehold@gmail.com. Thank you for your generous words.
Oh Nadase, words cannot even begin to express how sorry I am about the losses you've endured, especially the loss of your beautiful daughter. I will keep you and your family in my thoughts and prayers.
Oh My Nadase!! I am truly sorry for all you've gone through since October!! So sorry about the loss of your beautiful daughter. It must really be heart breaking to have to bury your own child. May you be comforted by the Great Comforter Himself and may you find peace in the hope that she is in a better place. So So Sorry!!
I am practically at a loss for words. I in no way can imagine what you are going through. I know your heart is heavy. Mine is heavy for you. I pray for strength and endurance in this season. Like Denise said earlier, your life has been a life for many to look up to already including myself. I will continue to pray for you and your family my blogger friend. I love you and am sending you the biggest hug the blogger world can take. And when time comes that you feel like you need to question, remember Romans 8:28-39. It may not make sense now, but it will help comfort you one day.
I'm devastated to hear about the lost of everyone, especially your daughter. My heart is heavy for you and I will be praying for everyone in your family, especially you and your granddaughter. If you ever need anything, you have my email...don't hesitate to ask. Praying for peace in the midst of this storm.
Oh my gosh Nadase, I'm so sorry for all of your losses especially your sweet daughter. My mom always said that no parent should have to go through the death of a child... I can't imagine anything worse. You and your family will be in my prayers. I hope you can find some peace and comfort during this tragic times.
Nadase...i am so sorry for your losses. I am praying that you and your family find some peace soon to overcome these tragedies. My prayers are with you.
Nadase I am so sorry to hear of the loss of so many loved ones in your family. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family during this time. I was not expecting to see a blog like this and my heart dropped as I read, it is truly heartbreaking. May God grant you peace and comfort through this very difficult time. -The Hill Family
Nadase, *hugs*... we are very saddened to hear of the losses. You are in our thoughts and prayers. We hope to see many happy pictures of you with your Grand daughter Ylicia when the time is right.
Oh Nadase, I'm so very sorry to hear what you've been going through! Sending virtual hugs your way. I lost my father shortly after moving into our Rome, so I have a little idea of your pain...but I'll be hugging my boys extra tight for awhile now.
This is Tininka- we worked together at Progressive LIfe. I happened to find your blog as my husband and I are building a Rome in Fort Washington and I was blog surfing. However, I am so sorry to read that you loss your daughter. My prayers go out to you and your family. God is good and I pray his peace and comfort for your. Sending love your way.
I am so sorry for all your losses. You are definitely in our prayers.
ReplyDeleteThank you J and M.
DeleteNadase words cannot describe the pure shock when I read your blog. I am so very very sorry for your losses, no one should have to endure such pain and my thoughts and prays are with you everyday.
ReplyDeleteDWtimes2..I appreciate the prayers.
DeleteWhen death comes in waves around you, it can create a paralyzing fear and loss of hope. I pray that you won't lose hope and that you cling to the light left in your life. That you let that light that love hold you when you can't seem to hold on. Your path may not seem clear anymore so I pray for your strength and determination to carry you forward. And last but not least keep pouring your heart out and never bottle it up. Just like your Rome journey has inspired many this too will touch people in ways you can never imagine.
ReplyDeleteIf you need an ear I am here. My first two children passed away three years apart. I know the depth your pain. I know how it feels when it seems like life won't wait or let up. And I know the pitfalls of rebuilding when everything has fallen apart. Bless You and Your family, Denise
Denise...wow...so you understand the pain of losing a child actually two. Would love to chat email me please at proctorhousehold@gmail.com. Thank you for your generous words.
DeleteOh Nadase, words cannot even begin to express how sorry I am about the losses you've endured, especially the loss of your beautiful daughter. I will keep you and your family in my thoughts and prayers.
ReplyDeleteYes...M...my daughter is unimaginable. Thank you for praying.
DeleteNadase, I am so sorry! There are no words that could express what I feel....my heart goes out to you.
ReplyDeleteOne breath a time for me Nicole. So tragic.
DeleteOh My Nadase!! I am truly sorry for all you've gone through since October!! So sorry about the loss of your beautiful daughter. It must really be heart breaking to have to bury your own child. May you be comforted by the Great Comforter Himself and may you find peace in the hope that she is in a better place. So So Sorry!!
ReplyDeleteI am practically at a loss for words. I in no way can imagine what you are going through. I know your heart is heavy. Mine is heavy for you. I pray for strength and endurance in this season. Like Denise said earlier, your life has been a life for many to look up to already including myself. I will continue to pray for you and your family my blogger friend. I love you and am sending you the biggest hug the blogger world can take.
ReplyDeleteAnd when time comes that you feel like you need to question, remember Romans 8:28-39. It may not make sense now, but it will help comfort you one day.
I am so sorry to hear of your losses..You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. May you find peace, comfort and strength with in the lord.
ReplyDeleteNadase, I am so, so sorry for your losses. Unbelievably devastating. You are in my thoughts and I hope you find peace very soon.
ReplyDeleteKeep your head up honey, its always darkest before the dawn. Will pray for your strength and perseverance.
ReplyDeleteI'm devastated to hear about the lost of everyone, especially your daughter. My heart is heavy for you and I will be praying for everyone in your family, especially you and your granddaughter. If you ever need anything, you have my email...don't hesitate to ask. Praying for peace in the midst of this storm.
ReplyDeletePraying for you Nadese!!!!!!! No parent should ever have to endure that sorrow. I am so deeply sorry for your other loses as well. hugs!!
ReplyDeleteOh my gosh Nadase, I'm so sorry for all of your losses especially your sweet daughter. My mom always said that no parent should have to go through the death of a child... I can't imagine anything worse. You and your family will be in my prayers. I hope you can find some peace and comfort during this tragic times.
ReplyDeleteNadase...i am so sorry for your losses. I am praying that you and your family find some peace soon to overcome these tragedies. My prayers are with you.
ReplyDeleteNadase my heart sank as I read your blog. I can't even imagine. Prayers went up for you and your family.
ReplyDeleteMy heart goes out to you and the entire family. May their souls rest in peace. I pray God's comfort for you. God bless
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry :) You are in my thoughts and my prayers.
ReplyDeleteNadase, I am so sorry to hear this. Sending cyber hugs and prayers your way.
ReplyDeleteNadase I am so sorry to hear of the loss of so many loved ones in your family. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family during this time. I was not expecting to see a blog like this and my heart dropped as I read, it is truly heartbreaking. May God grant you peace and comfort through this very difficult time. -The Hill Family
ReplyDeleteNadase,, I am so sorry for your loss, please know that my thoughts and prayers are with you and your family
ReplyDeleteShe was beautiful. I'm so sorry for your loss.
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry for your loss! She was absolutely beautiful!
ReplyDeleteNadase,
ReplyDelete*hugs*... we are very saddened to hear of the losses. You are in our thoughts and prayers. We hope to see many happy pictures of you with your Grand daughter Ylicia when the time is right.
Oh Nadase, I'm so very sorry to hear what you've been going through! Sending virtual hugs your way. I lost my father shortly after moving into our Rome, so I have a little idea of your pain...but I'll be hugging my boys extra tight for awhile now.
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ReplyDeleteThis is Tininka- we worked together at Progressive LIfe. I happened to find your blog as my husband and I are building a Rome in Fort Washington and I was blog surfing. However, I am so sorry to read that you loss your daughter. My prayers go out to you and your family. God is good and I pray his peace and comfort for your. Sending love your way.
Tininka R.
Hi Tininka
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